Minding Kikie

By Ne-Yo. Kata abang, he remembers me when he hears this song. :P [Verse 1] She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up Just one touch And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) [Chorus] Sexy love girl the things you do Keep me sprung keep running back to you Who I love making love to you Babygirl you know your my (sexy love...) [Verse 2] I'm so addicted to how she's the sweetest touch Just in love Still to much say that I simp and I'm sprung on I might be your boy I can't you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Oh, Babygirl you make me say (Ohh o...

i did something different today. :)

abang, tahukah kamu.. kau begitu hebat di mataku. tidak ada perjuangan yang tidak mengeluarkan airmata. saat ini lah airmata kita seakan tak pernah berhenti keluar, namun semua itu insya Allah akan berbuah pada tawa yang tak akan pernah berhenti di masa depan kita. amin. love, mama

abang sayang, it's 4:30pm on saturday. yes, it was one of those saturdays when i am just not in the mood to go out because again, it's just too painful to go out without you. sitting here. on our bed. remembering you. hhmm, how often have i done that? too often in these past five months without you. i remember you not only in the afternoon but it's constantly from the moment i wake up until i close my eyes. sometimes, i even remember you in my sleeps. i guess i just miss you badly. i love you. you know that? you ought to know that already, now that i marry you, aside from the fact that i constantly remind you about that. i really do. ask me the reason, like you did in november last year when we were just newly-jadian couple, and i still don't know. you gave me this strange-insecure feeling that makes me not hate you, but love you even more. people said that women tend to fall in love with a bad guy, i guess you are my bad guy in a way. hahaha.. yes, admit it baby, you a...

Aku sering bertanya kepada seseorang yang aku cintai, mengapa begitu sulit untuk melangkah dari masa lalu? Bukan karena aku sulit untuk melangkah, tetapi karena aku melihat begitu banyak teman yang sulit untuk melangkah dari masa lalu mereka. Aku pun terkadang merasa susah untuk pergi dari masa lalu, mengingat begitu menyenangkannya masa lalu. Aku terkadang mengingat saat dimana almarhum Bapak masih berada bersama kita, betapa indahnya saat dimana kita bercanda bersama Bapak di meja makan, atau saat beliau marah dengan kelakuan kita yang nyeleneh. However, sampai hari ini, terkadang aku masih susah untuk melangkah dari masa lalu jika mengingat Bapak. Aku masih ingin berada di masa lalu. Ada lagi masa lalu yang lain, masa lalu yang berbicara mengenai cinta. Aku melihat salah seorang teman dekatku (yang telah bercerai), masih mengingat mengenai seorang lelaki yang dia claim sebagai True Love-nya. Apa sih true love? True love, katanya, adalah cinta sejati. Cinta yang selalu dikenang. Cint...

...aku mencintainya, ...ia membuatku bahagia, ...kami bahagia, ...kami saling cinta, ...dunia kami hanya ada kami saja, ...kami saling rindu, ...ia begitu mengagumkan aku, ...kami adalah belahan jiwa yang begitu tepat untuk kami, ...kami mencinta hari ini dan untuk selamanya.. amin. - abang, i love you. You said, you couldn't imagine your life without me.. I'd say, I don't know how my life was before I have you in my life. -