Minding Kikie

Focusing on the dream. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. Any day now. Last night I got the third phone call, but didn't get a chance to pick it up since I was doing my pray. But they don't call me again. Anxiously waiting. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. It will be here. ... I will say it until it's here. Or until it won't. But I hope it will. Wish me luck again every one! -waiting anxiously trying to breathe.-

Yay! Step 2 is finally here! Edited: Step 2 is done! Now, waiting for Step 3 to come.. Wish me luck every one!

My piedut just smsed me. It sounded like this. "I love you soooo much.. It doesn't hurt because your love is the kind of love that will never hurt me. Wof yu wof yu wof yu" Terharu. What could beat that? Trust me, NONE!

Now, I have officially been up for more than 24 hours! Puih!!!!

Kecewa. Harusnya enggak, tapi iya. Mau Marah. Harusnya sih sabar, tapi tetep aja gue emosi. Sebel. Harusnya sih biasa aja, tapi gue sebel. Ih! Kenapa sih? Harusnya gue gak expect, tapi gue expect. Mungkin karena itu kecewa, sebel dan mau marah! Oh well, gotta start to learn the lessons Kie!!!

Dia. Dia. Dia. Yang buat aku tersenyum hari ini. Yang buat aku tertawa bahagia hari ini. Thanks babe! you know who you are!

Oh how I love them so. Ika. Citra. Leli. Ndut. Mboti. Piedut. The love of my life. The apple of my eyes. I am so glad that I was born as the eldest of these three wonderful human beings. And I could never stop thanking GOD for giving me three younger sisters, because I could never imagine my life without these three noisy and loud girls. Love. I could only define love when I imagine how I feel for these three. Because love means to sacrifice, love means not being able to live ( or even imagining to live ) without them in my life, love means completing each other, love means being there for each other, love means calling each other just to say 'I miss you!' even though we have just seen each other in the morning, love means asking each other to go home fastly because you have some unimportant story to share, these three girls mean love to me! They are my world. I wrote this because last night, one of them called me simply to tell me that she missed me eventhough we have seen eac

Step one to my dream: Done. Excitedly waiting for the step 2 to come around! Yay! Wish me luck everyone..